Fiona Goddard is a young British woman who went through an almost unspeakable experience at the hands of Pakistani Rape Gangs in the city of Bradford, North Yorkshire. She was under their control for months, became pregnant, bore a child, and had that child taken away from her by the State. The fact that she survived to tell her story shows her incredible courage and strength. Here is her story, in her own words. This story literally brought me to tears. How many women could survive her experiences without going insane, or committing suicide? Emphasis mine. All words are Fiona’s exactly as she wrote them (misspellings included).
17 year ago today I went into labour, on my 16th birthday. 3 days later I gave birth to a beautiful baby girl. I thought I was saved from the horror I was living, being raped daily by gangs of men for years. I thought that we would both be saved and we would get to a safe place and live happily ever after. Instead they took her from me because “i was exposed to a pedophile ring and it wasnt safe for a child”, yet they left me there to carry on being raped.
17 years ive lived without her. Without knowing where she is or if she is even alive. Ive missed her first everything. I sometimes lay and imagine hiw she will look or what she is like. There will always be a part of me missing that went when they took her. There will always be grief for every second I live without her in my life, and no amount of justice will ever bring that back. No amount of accountability on failings will ever fix that.
Every year on my birthday I struggle knowing that 3 days later im missing her birthday and that its another year added onto my grief.
This year has been harder than normal with everything else going on and the trauma this has all dragged up for me.
Im normally the strong one. The one that picks things up for the others and helps them fight. Thats there listening to them and helping them through their suffering. But right now im barley even getting through each day and I feel like im letting everyone down.
Im trying to pick myself back up and face everything head on but its not as easy as I wish it was. Im 33 year old today and what happened to me as a child still haunts each and every day, each and every dream and every part of my life. Its left scars that will never heal and a burden thats hard to carry. Im sorry to everyone thats having to deal with seeing my statuses as I know they are alot different lately than they normally are but I really think its important that people understand the level of trauma left for the victims to deal with and the failings still coming along with that. Everyone sees me holding things together on TV and fighting all the time, but in reality I still have to deal with so much that sometimes the load can become unbearable.
Recently is one of them times.
Now, for her answer in response to a question about whether she was allowed “post box” contact with her child, which I believe to be the ability to write letters in care of the adoption agency, to be passed along to her child. Talking of adding insult to injury!
They said at the time I couldnt. Then in april, the same day the national inquiry formally launched i got an email from the adoption agency and I called them for them to tell me I had 13 years of letters waiting for me that I never knew about and all these years she would of just thought i didnt care. Its why I didnt do any tv when the inquiry launched because inwas an absolute mess
Just thinking about what Fiona went through, and continues to go through, at the hands of the British government and its police forces, makes me want to kill someone. This situation has been going on in England for decades, and the government and law enforcement not only let it go on, but actually participated! Victims have said that police who they contacted with their stories, sometimes actually ended up raping them! In their efforts to avoid being called racist, the entire British government allowed the violation of over 250,000 British girls to go on, and on, and on. Finally, this year a government commission was empaneled to investigate this disgusting situation, dragging those girls through the mud all over again.
Those poor girl victims of gang Muslim rape will never be the same. Their childhoods have been lost, destroyed, and they can never get that back. Nothing the government can do will make up for their pain, psychological trauma, and humiliation. The government had to be dragged kicking and screaming into the investigation, and have done very little to make it up to the many victims who suffer in near-silence. It seems that the British government has thoroughly lost all vestiges of humanity, and become automatons, yielding their country and their people to barbarity. And their media have ignored the situation until now. No one is safe there any longer.
So is this the end of the formerly Great Britain? It just might be.
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